Ex girlfriend

Going back 8 years ago, first girlfriend I had, was a hard lesson in life, we were both living in common law relationships. we both had families, it was first time. I was lost in my own identity. I left shortly after my affair with this woman. I felt so lost and confused and alone, we dated 6 months then she broke up with me due to good reasons. Now that I have moved on in my life she has come back into my life, we have been together once but it felt unreal. I do love her so as she say she loves me too. But I have this problem do I trust her and let her back into my life or should I say we just become friends . I am single now I have had a couple of girlfriends but I cant connect or give my all in the thoughts of feeling what I felt with my first girlfriend. Its hard to explain how I feel , but I am confused as to what I should do next. New to same sex couples and not ashamed to tell others I am gay, this I have accepted and happy to have let my inner self to be shown. Its the ex girlfriend I am thinking and wondering what I should do. Thanks to peoples problems.org ..... Hope to get some feed back

Go with what you feel is best. If you want to find some new then do that. That's what I suggest though. People never change & getting into a new relationship will be good. Also, I am glad you are happy with your life because of people on here helping others (: I wish you the best of luck in which ever decision you may choose