Porn and sex

please take time to read this, my self and my partner have being going out 2 years now, were young, im 2 years older, were sexually active, we have sex roughly once a week maybe less, i have whole heartily devoted myself to her and helped through tough times and have always done my very best for her, im in love and i though she was to, she left for a month to work abroad, we were still going out and i remained loyal to her as did she, however i did look at pornographic pictures/videos and used them for my self, she has since found out and thinks im disgusting and wants to break up, shes claims she is no longer attracted to me because i looked at other woman on screen even tho i have no attraction to them what so ever, i was never good at sex and wanted to continue practicing so i could last longer for her , , , i love her, , , please help

Tell her exactly what you just told me. You think you aren't a good anough sexual partner and you just wanted to last longer for her.

Simply tell her why you were using the sites. We all have needs, while she is away this was your way of meeting those needs. Explain to her that this wasn't about the people in the videos, pics etc. She is fired up at the moment, give her a bit of time to work through it all. But make sure you keep telling her how much you love and respect her. If either of you happen to go away again, you could maybe suggest phone sex or something. This way you are still being 100% faithful, it could be a naughty text or even a raunchy convo over the phone.