Why do I care?

Ok so I'm 23 and usually date guys about 10 years older. I met this young man (25) and decided to go for it. We dated. He has a heart problem and has trouble having an orgasm because it increases his heart rate and gives him a headache. So I asked one morning if there was anything we could do about it. He was being indifferent and rude, so I left, wondering if he would stop me. He didn't even though he told me loved me (when he was drunk). I left it alone for 6 months, but sent him a message on fb. He said he regretted not keeping me around and misses me and la la bla. So we start sleeping together and its much better this time. He tells everyone I'm his girlfriend. Gets drunk and tells me again that he loves me. I told him not to say it if he was just going to take it back. But he said he did. Earlier this week we woke up together and I told him I love him. He told me he didn't love me and that it is too strong of a word and he doesn't know me well enough. So, heart broken I told him I don't want to see him anymore. I miss him a lot and I'm really sad still.

I really feel for you. Our girls want those three word to really matter. But you are so young still. Don't get stuck on the guy who could have been. Go out and enjoy your life. My mom used to tell me for every pot there is a lid. After my first marriage I didn't think so but then I met my second husband. He is my perfect lid. And by that time I was almost 30. Give it time. This guy only wants one thing and you do not need him!