I am addicted to anal sex from well hung black men but my husband doesn't know!

What do I do? I love being gang banged by three or four well hung black men at once without protection and my husband doesn't know should I tell him? I know black men have a higher std rate than any other race that's why I do anal I love the unprotected feel of cream pie in my rectum but I recently went to the dr. and had blood work done and they told me I am h.i.v positive I'm afraid my husband may be infected he is a pastor of a church and has only been with me I know it was my unfaithfulness that did this..what do I do?

as for the problem,boy your in it deep.it,s best to be trueful.it may hurt but looks like your mariage is over.i wish my wife would like it that way.but there no short cut here. sorry