Trust issues

Hi, my name is Emma as you can tell. i have been with my boyfriend for just over two years and we have been together since i was 16. there is a five year age gap between us which has never affcted us. when we got together it was great, but then he did something which changed everything. ever since, we have argued loads and the trust issues he had have now rubbed off on me and i do not trust him one bit. we argue about really dum things and have split up more than 10 times in the last year alone. we have booked a session to have relationship counselling in jan but im not sure i want to go through with it anymore as i have to pay for it and its 45 quid a sesh and i am only a student. im getting really fed up of it at the moment and dont know what to do. our arguments are getting worse and more frequent and when we break up he always plays on the fact that i always seem to come back. however i am getting very close to walking away for good.

id walk away now if i were you, not sure what he did to change everything, but if you are questioning it enough and have broken up more than ten times, get out, you are a student as well, go out and enjoy being single i say.x