I cried
EVA21 - Jul 21 2014 at 07:29
Last night i cried alot,i don't even know why.
Everything is going on well in my life
except my parents behaves like jerks to me but i dont really care bout that anymore
everything is okay,but why did i cry then???I cried so much i fell asleep
Still trying to figure out what could have made me cry i got no idea.
Hey there.
I used to cry lots. My parents were... Interesting, to say the least, both in their own unique ways. And you know what? I convinced myself I didn't care, and you know what the truth was? I cared so much I became numb. I thought I wasn't capable of emotion, a kind of benevolent sociopath. But I still cried. For my entire life I've suffered severe depression, and for more than five years I felt no emotions beyond the most basic, fundamental ones, and they were fleeting. Eighteen years of my life were stolen from me. I will never get them back. The lesson?
If something's hurting, don't deny it, don't bury it. Find someone to talk to, a mentor would be good. Crying is a sign you're not coping. If the place/people are toxic to you, leave. Get a dose of fresh emotional air, and if suddenly everything seems to be hurting, that's just because your wounds are being scoured clean.
I may be wildly overreacting, but I would be suspicious of the truth of the statement that a human isn't affected emotionally by their parents. It's part of our design.
Don't know if this helps, I hope it doesn't hurt.
Hormones? It's good for you to have a good cry. Wouldn't worry about it.