Is it actually this big of a deal???

Hey guys im new here Im in 2 nd yr of uni rn and I've been stressing over my masters degree that will obviously start after I complete uni in the next two years. So from where I come from, it’s extremely hard for females to live without a man. Everyday chores become a big hell because people just don't consider females equal so they make a fool out of us. I swear I can't even get my car fixed. Mechanics are always cheating and taking money without fixing the car I've been thinking about moving to somewhere in EU. Actually the main reason is my mother. She has sacrificed every single minute for me n my sis. She's been working from 8-6 since I can remember so now when she retires I want her to live a decent life. If I stay in my own country, I'll have to get married and be forced to live with my husband and his parents! Where will my old ma go? Live alone even in her last years. I just cannot bear that. I'd rather kill myself before seeing that. I plan on applying for immigration after I go for graduation somewhere in EU but because of my depression and anxiety that has increased in summer vacations I feel that I won't be able to do so and it just kills me to think that. I have nobody to discuss these things with. I don't know if I'll be able to make my mother smile and live stress free even for few years :'( it's so heartbreaking. I haven't been able to sleep properly. Tell me guys are my reactions/feelings normal?

You can always make your mother smile ..Few Years from now you will finish your studies, that is the greatest wealth your mom has unvested in you.. . I'm sure your mom will be smiling watching you head high and proud as you march for graduation.. Then, when you find work for your self, you can now invite your mom to dinner or maybe watch movie together with you paying for the tickets.. who's mom won't smile? I don't think so... Second you are just find.. Dont worry too much.. You are doing good.. Don't be depressed .. Just smile..